As you know my youngest child died in late August, of an overdose of Heroin/other drugs. I would not would wish this on ANYONE, I cant begin to describe the pain this causes, to know in real terms one has no power to protect your child from the true evil Heroin/Meth are nor the scum that push it.
But the above is better suited for another day.
My Mom and Step Father being older in their 80’s is expected not your youngest in her 20’s. with two small kids of her own.
And yes I kinda lost it and finding out from others what her last few years and days were like brought every father’s nightmare home to roost on my Soul.
I should have gotten help from professionals trained in this area, I did not and that is on me and only due to the kindness of a few unexpected friends have I been able to see myself clear.
Hope this post helps to explain my lack of postings.
Wayne
